The awareness of his sin causes Simon Peter to fall down at Jesus’ knees and say, “Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!” (Luke 5.8; nrsv).
How true! How revealing of our human condition! We want to be left alone, in our sin. There is a part of us - pride! - that would rather be left alone, apart from God, than dwell in God's presence as the sinner we know ourselves to be.
Imagine if "Blind Bartimaeus" (Mark 10.46) would have preferred to remain blind than to call out that he might have his sight restored
Imagine if the leper whom Jesus healed had preferred his sense of personal integrity though denying their condition had not called out, "If you choose you can make me clean," (Matthew 8.2-3)
Even Adam and Eve, aware of their transgression, their "nakedness" before God, hide and cover themselves. God seeks them out even though, like Simon Peter, they wanted to remain hidden. God calls Adam and Eve out of hiding and clothes them with robes of righteousness, with garments of salvation (Isaiah 61.10).
So too Peter. All Peter has is the knowledge of his sin. He has no knowledge of God's grace and mercy. Jesus says to Peter: "Do not be afraid. From now on you will be catching people [not fish]," (Luke 5.10).
How true! How revealing of our human condition! We want to be left alone, in our sin. There is a part of us - pride! - that would rather be left alone, apart from God, than dwell in God's presence as the sinner we know ourselves to be.
Imagine if "Blind Bartimaeus" (Mark 10.46) would have preferred to remain blind than to call out that he might have his sight restored
Imagine if the leper whom Jesus healed had preferred his sense of personal integrity though denying their condition had not called out, "If you choose you can make me clean," (Matthew 8.2-3)
Even Adam and Eve, aware of their transgression, their "nakedness" before God, hide and cover themselves. God seeks them out even though, like Simon Peter, they wanted to remain hidden. God calls Adam and Eve out of hiding and clothes them with robes of righteousness, with garments of salvation (Isaiah 61.10).
So too Peter. All Peter has is the knowledge of his sin. He has no knowledge of God's grace and mercy. Jesus says to Peter: "Do not be afraid. From now on you will be catching people [not fish]," (Luke 5.10).
